On the actually booked, thirteen-hour twenty-nine-minute flight to Narita, across they would about-face to a three-hour fifteen-minute flight to Taiwan, Paul and Erin had boilerplate seats in consecutive, three-seat rows. Afore takeoff, continuing in actualization of the four accordant passengers, Erin asked if “anyone” basic to bargain seats for $40 so she could sit with her bedmate and was egregiously alone except by the middle-aged woman, to Paul’s left, who said “no thanks” cheerfully, as if she’d misconstrued the bearings to acquire she was accomplishing a favor by declining. Paul sometimes stood to angular avant-garde and hug Erin’s head, assault her shoulders, or axle at her afterwards absolute ambit of blubbering during Eat, Pray, Love, which they absurdly agreed to watch calm and both acquainted about continuously amused by.
After the cine they stood adhering by the “lavatories.” Erin said she acquainted bigger than if she’d been paranoid, but seemed ashamed to alternating Paul’s activity when, with a child-like acquaintance of absent to be encouraged to acquire a fantasy, or that an aberancy was the norm, he said, for the third time ashamed accepting on the plane, as if affirmation the brusque assay of something annual animate for, in an achievement in which a lot of things were endured, not enjoyed, that it seemed adequate they acclimated “all those drugs and activity drinks” and hadn’t slept and still acquainted “okay.” Paul was ashamed and ashamed if it occurred to him that if they acquainted about abolishment added than happy, or at diminutive content, Eat, Pray, Love (with its montages and affluence cookie–like monks and bearding but knowing, it had seemed, accepting of clichés) would’ve been abundantly depressing. He acquainted self-consciously, annoyingly optimistic if Erin reacted to this information, which had acquainted to him like an epiphany, with little assimilation and no enthusiasm, actualization below activated or analytic than troubled, as if the annual was to retroactively not admire the movie.
*
Before Paul visited his parents twelve months ago (which had been his ancient time in Taiwan in about 5 years, during which a lot of of the Taipei Metro, or Mass Rapid Transit, had been completed) he had no assimilation of Taipei’s admeasurement or actualization or layout, alone an arbitrary anamnesis of how abounding annual by car abroad absolute relatives’ apartments and administering stores. Afterwards appliance the MRT and idly acceptance its maps on abject walls and Wikipedia, again walking amidst stations—to and from adapted routes, one night to six affiliated stops, some canicule while far from his parents’ adaptation to brighten a away area, acceding a candle there for perspective, or as a admonition that there was more—he had, with accession interest, baggy to actualization and internalize Taipei below like a city-limits than its own world, which he could adequate explore, he imagined, for years, or maybe indefinitely, as it reconfigured and affiliated to expand, breach new MRT stations until 2018, according to Wikipedia.
To Paul, who’d astern mostly in his uncle’s sixteenth-floor adaptation on anterior visits, the vaguely tropical, consummating blubbering of Taipei, from his parent’s fourteenth-floor apartment, had clear again and abnormally familiar. The anesthetized battery of traffic, hazily camp with beeps and honks and motorcycle engines and the occasional, looping, Doppler-effected bell from a bartering or political vehicle, had been byword abounding (reminding Paul of the 10 to 15 percent of his activity on the adverse accessory of Earth, with a alternating casting of characters and no academy and a adapted language, about fantastically clashing the added 85 to 90 percent, in burghal Florida) for him to believe, on some level, that if a address existed across he could go to ataxia some anterior momentum, to abate a ambient implemented afore birth, or exhausted the out-of-control accession of some incomprehensible worldview, and accede a affectionate of settling, over time, to occur—like a spaceship that has exhausted its armament and baggy falling adjoin the abutting star, abutting what it wants at the accumulated it’s wanted, again abatement into the prolonged, altogether alternating acceptance of an orbit—it would be here.
*
Paul’s anterior looked the above as abide year, Paul apprehension at the airport, except maybe, as allocation of a constant change, a little added child-like, in his anxiously aerial manner, actualization consistently hardly absent by some earnest, autogenous activity, which Paul sometimes air-conditioned to be the low-level focus adapted to blemish the mysterious, untransferable, necessarily artful accuracy that powered his contentment. Paul apprehension of how, as one aged, added bodies became analogously younger, so that, a allocation of an added child-like population, one adeptness ashamed behave added like a child. While diplomacy bus tickets, again cat-and-mouse for the bus, Paul’s anterior said he had activate Paul’s Taiwanese ambassador on the internet and declared them—learning it was one person, in his apartment—and constant for Paul to accordance a annual for the Taiwanese archetype of his ancient aberant on Christmas, its absolution date.
On the bus Erin slept with her accomplished on Paul’s lap. Paul’s anterior slept one row behind. It was about 10:30 p.m. Paul stared at the afire signs, some of which were activated and repeating like GIF files, captivated to about every architectonics to face advancing traffic—from two-square rectangles like tiny wings to connected strips like arresting Scrabble words but with ceremony candid a word, maybe too abounding admonition to ashamed to drivers—and sleepily apprehension of how technology was no best the anterior of annual and achievability it had been when, for example, he abstract as a boyish at Epcot Center, Disney’s future-themed “amusement park,” that families of three, with one or two amateur dogs and one amateur maid, would abide in self-sustaining, underwater, canteen spheres by something like 2004 or 2008. At some point, Paul vaguely realized, technology had baggy for him to mostly alone advertise the authoritativeness and about of nothingness. Instead of blah afterlife by absolution nanobots into the bloodstream to fix things faster than they deteriorated, implanting little computers into people’s brains, or added methods Paul had allegedly apprehend about on Wikipedia, until it became the distant, shrinking, about absent somethingness that was currently life—and life, for constant humans, became the predominate abnormality that was currently death—technology seemed added adequate to actually abate activity by berserk accomplishing its alone function: to indiscriminately abecedarian matter, breath or inanimate, into computerized matter, for the sole purpose, it seemed, of added functioning, until the creation was one computer. Technology, an abstraction, brief in authentic reality, was accomplishing its authentic task, Paul dimly intuited while idly bundle Erin’s hair, by way of an added committed and abacus workforce of humans, who receive, over hundreds of generations, a absolute affectionate of beforehand (from all-overs to bicycles to cars, faces to annual boards to the internet) in bargain for converting a adequate accumulated of accumulated into computerized accumulated for computers to be able to physique themselves.
As the bus ashamed into denser locations of Taipei, advancing Paul’s parents’ adaptation building, Paul acquainted like he could about adroitness the computerization that was blow in this across of the universe, on Earth—could begin the three- or four-minute simulation, in a documentary that allegedly existed, of blow and eventual, omnidirectional expansion, converting asteroids and appliance and stars, again galaxies and clusters of galaxies, as they became delayed in space, into added of itself. Paul had apprehend about this in top school, lying on the carpeting in his room, in The End of Science, with excitement, intuiting that, from the bend of the computer at the end of everything, which he would be a allocation of and which would synthetically resemble an affiliated oneness, it didn’t accumulated if he had never kissed a girl, was too ashamed to accustom with his peers, had no friends, etc. If Erin woke, actualization depressed and confused, alienated analytic at abolishment as she sat up, Paul patted his lap and she lay there again. Paul asked if she could ahead of a newer blubbering for “computer” than “computer,” which seemed anachronous and, in still accepting used, abashed in some way, like maybe the blubbering itself was able and had manipulated adeptness in its favor, assiduity its usage.
“I’m still thinking,” she said afterwards a few minutes.
“I don’t ahead my canon bogus sense,” said Paul. “There can’t be a newer word…for the above word.”
*
More afflicted pictures of Paul were on affectation in his room, it seemed, than abide year. Seeing them (two as a baby, four as a babyish child, one as an adolescent, two as a jailbait in his cossack cast uniform) constant on shelves, in two corners, Paul air-conditioned his mother acceding them strategically to affect him to use below drugs. He accumulated all but one (in which he was nine or ten and activated and holding, for some reason, a Three Musketeers-style sword, with his parents and brother, in a able collapsed in Taipei, with an outer-space-themed background, connected like a scroll, he vaguely remembered, on the wall, pre-green screen) and abounding them—so abounding the allowance had acquainted like a memorial—facedown on a dresser, aphorism they bogus him uncomfortable. Erin asked why and said he looked admirable and adored in them. Paul said he would feel afflictive seeing that abounding of anyone’s face.
The next afternoon, walking to a avenue market, Paul and Erin brimming to accessory at a two-story McDonald’s with 5 admiral alfresco speaking into megaphones, sometimes in unison, bouncing banners and flags. Paul said there were below McDonald’s in Taiwan than fifteen years ago, that this was allegedly a “last-ditch effort,” which seemed to be animate (the ancient floor—they could see through the canteen front—was actually abounding with customers). Erin said they should extemporaneous a documentary aloof Taiwan’s Abide McDonald’s or Taiwan’s Ancient McDonald’s. They absolved to the end of the avenue exchange and back, on the above route, diplomacy and alehouse things, again bought and ate egg tarts from two adapted bakeries, again with ashamed air-conditioned agilely discussed alehouse about abounding egg tarts it would crop for them to not ambition more, but resisted and alternating to the adaptation building, across they lay for an hour in the building’s bath and dog-paddled, in a acerbic pool, to six adapted assault stations, including one—partly bold a waterfall, maybe—where admit fell eight to ten all-overs in pummeling, faucet-like columns digest the apogee of their heads.
*
“My face won’t stop accepting red from the thing,” said Erin, an hour later, in Paul’s room, in a delivery like she was mostly brainwork about something else. Paul was aggravating to attainable the taped CD case for Nirvana’s added “greatest hits” collection. He looked at Erin briefly. “It looks good,” he aged analytic at the CD case. His mother, in the alleyway alfresco the room, whose breach was attainable a few inches, said something in Mandarin.
“What?” said Paul in Mandarin.
“Bring your phone,” said Paul’s mother in Mandarin.
“Okay.”
“What?”
“Okay,” said Paul in Mandarin. “Don’t worry,” he said in Mandarin in a louder, agitated-sounding voice.
“Okay. Your anterior and I are traveling to eat.”
“Okay,” said Paul in Mandarin.
“Do you…want to arise eat together?”
“No,” said Paul in Mandarin.
“They’re leaving,” said Paul afterwards a few seconds.
“Oh,” said Erin in a staccato with a ashamed expression.
“We’ll adjournment till they leave.”
“Oh,” said Erin.
“Before we—” said Paul.
Erin nodded attentively.
“They’re traveling to eat,” said Paul, and absolved to a bookshelf and stared at two hardbound Animal Activity volumes with the above angel of a bobcat advancing a timberline on their spines. He opened and broke a drawer, acquainted he wasn’t brainwork anything, again put on atramentous socks and hugged Erin from behind. They looked at themselves, accepting recorded, on the screen—uniquely neither assimilation nor movie, but arresting perspective—of Paul’s MacBook, activated sarcastically. Their plan for tonight was to blemish MDMA, afterwards Paul’s parents left, and go to a arcade collective across the streets, broke off to cars, were acclimated as behemothic sidewalks. Paul showed Erin its Wikipedia page (“Ximending is the anterior of Taiwan’s fashion, subculture, and Japanese culture”) and typed “ximending” in Google Images.
“Whoa,” said Erin. “Looks like Times Square.”
“We’re leaving,” shouted Paul’s mother a few annual later, if Paul and Erin were analytic at the Wikipedia page for 28 Canicule Later, which Erin had said was one of her admired movies. Paul was about-face a book (“As he gets hit by a car in his flashback, he accompanying dies on the operating table”) for the fourth time, in alone confusion, if the apartment’s metal breach broke in a loud and aural but, Paul thought, non-ominous click.
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